-In one fell swoop, it became clear to me that i despise you entirly.

Sep 20, 2005 20:07

so, it's been centuries since i've updated this.
what can i say i'm more into xanga
but since last time i updated, a lot has happened
i have grown up so much in the past few monthes
plus i now have my license and can drive anywhere i want.
i've found what its like to be happy with everything
it's been over a year since i left that hell hole of a house that i was living in with my dad, and me and my mom started a new era to our lives, my mom is happy again and has a boyfriend that brightens her day. i don't really talk to my dad anymore, but he has changed so much, sometimes i wish things were like they used to be and my family was still together but times changed and my dad went to shit.
but yeah so this summer was probably the best ever!
i've made new friends, that i can finally call my best friends.
emily bauman-what can i say, she made my summer wonderful, she was always there for me when i needed her, the crazy nights we had, the fun, well we just had a fun summer, and im glad to call her my new best friend.
jenna yeager-wow, she is so fun just to hang out with, im excited about this school year and spending time with her. the nights we drank together, me and her are so much alike it's scary.
brooke weber- one of the nicest girls alive.
but all of my new friends make me happier than ever, they are so nice to me and don't ever leave me out.
the girls in my grade this year, just seem like bitches and i just don't want to be around them anymore.
but yeah so ima gonna get to the boys part
kyle- yeah so me and kyle hooked up a lot, but he ended up screwing me over.
matt- yeah me and matt got together again one night this summer.
josh- my ex. how much i miss him, we've talked sooo much this past week and ive realized how much i wish we were back together. i think that our realationship could really work, we've grown to know each other so well, plus we are older and wiser. and i really think it could work out. in the end, i'll have to see what will happen.
but i've learned now from my experiences with those boys that i shouldn't rush into anything because i end up getting fucked in the end.
this summer at work was awesome, i bonded with everyone down there and i have taken with me friends until the end. i love them so much.
sheena is still my best friend though, no one can ever replace her, me and her have been through so much together, and we still stand strong as friends, even though we don't spend much time together anymore, i still love her to death. i will never ever ever ever let her leave my life.
chicken my brother moved to ohio recently and i never got to say goodbye, i still love him though, and wish he would come to visit, i miss the kid so much.
it's amazing how much you can grow in a few monthes and all the things you can learn. but what i have learned is that no matter what you know where to find your true friends. and i just love them all so much!
but yeah that's basically it.
Courtney.
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