Jan 25, 2005 19:54
Well Yesterday was the March for Life.. and i wanted to kill myself.. i was so cik from the bus ride down because i couldnt sleep and because i got motion sickness and i was hungrey but i coundt eat caz i was sick .. we got off the bus at 12 i wanted to go home at 12 and 30 seconds .. it was so cold .. and we stood around untill 2 for the march to start .. ill i wanted to do was go home or kill myself ..
Well that was yesterday ..
Today was my last day at school untill Prob like next frinday .. caz i'm getting my surgery 2morrow :'( i'm so scared .. like i'm happy caz i'll be able to breath better but i'm so scared of like after the surgery caz im gonna be in so much pain ..
Like right now i just wanna go to sleep caz i didnt get home till like 12:45am from the march for life.. and i got up and went to school .. and i don't wanna get this surgery done .. and im gonna be missing so much work at school .. i'm just so not in a good mood .. ahhhh bye