Maybee.
"Goodbye my lover, goodbye my friend; you have been the one for me"
Feeling sadish and confused... Wondering what Friday will bring-me leaving a single lady or with a long distance relationship? I'm of hoping for the second one, which sounds completely unlike me...For those who know me well, they know that I can't stay in a relationship for more than a few weeks usually...I just get bored. Not the case here...I'm still intruiged...Have you ever just really wanted to figure someone out? That's how I feel..I just wanna get inside his head && there's so many things he doesn't know about me either ... Maybe the summer could be a chance to actually get to know each other..It even begins with simple things he doesnt know like
[-I've been raped once.
-I had a gf once; she was 14.
-My favorite sound in the world is a manual car going fast..
-I love rollercoasters more than anything in the world; i could have so many problems going on, but the first big drop makes me smile like the happiest girl in the world.
-I used to want to be a writer, but talked myself out of it
-Religion pisses me off.
-I think I Have an eating disorder [and not the skinny kind]
-Sometimes I think i have a drug problem--I don't get sick from just eating weird food.
and honestly,i sometimes think I am crazy..but really i just want some affection and love.]
Idk, I should be writing a paper right now, but I have no idea what it's about and I can't concentrate. Ive been thinking-I wanna be like the most chill person in the world, but I think it's impossible-I would have to be a stoner for that to happen.
And btw, if you read this, If we stay together, I'd really like to help you work on that car-I don't know much but I can be useful sometimes..I think it's a really awesome project.
Feeling sadish and confused... Wondering what Friday will bring-me leaving a single lady or with a long distance relationship? I'm of hoping for the second one, which sounds completely unlike me...For those who know me well, they know that I can't stay in a relationship for more than a few weeks usually...I just get bored. Not the case here...I'm still intruiged...Have you ever just really wanted to figure someone out? That's how I feel..I just wanna get inside his head && there's so many things he doesn't know about me either ... Maybe the summer could be a chance to actually get to know each other..It even begins with simple things he doesnt know like
[-I've been raped once.
-I had a gf once; she was 14.
-My favorite sound in the world is a manual car going fast..
-I love rollercoasters more than anything in the world; i could have so many problems going on, but the first big drop makes me smile like the happiest girl in the world.
-I used to want to be a writer, but talked myself out of it
-Religion pisses me off.
-I think I Have an eating disorder [and not the skinny kind]
-Sometimes I think i have a drug problem--I don't get sick from just eating weird food.
and honestly,i sometimes think I am crazy..but really i just want some affection and love.]
Idk, I should be writing a paper right now, but I have no idea what it's about and I can't concentrate. Ive been thinking-I wanna be like the most chill person in the world, but I think it's impossible-I would have to be a stoner for that to happen.
And btw, if you read this, If we stay together, I'd really like to help you work on that car-I don't know much but I can be useful sometimes..I think it's a really awesome project.