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Sleeping awake and awake when I'm sleeping
I've gotta dry kinda thirst when drenched
On sunny days, all I can see is a shadow I'm not above being under
I'm at the brink, though I know that I'm empty I always hide when its my turn to seek
My only belief is not to have faith in believing
Before I begin, I'm over
Broken off again
And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself
Numb, in pain again, I always backtrack forward
Cuz all in all, I'm disconnected
Quietly loud, while I'm noisily silent
Keep holding my breath while I'm trying to breathe
Swimming against all of the waves and the rapids
I only win when I'm losing
Broken off again
And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself
Numb, in pain again, I always bactrack forward Cuz all in all, I'm disconnected
I just wanna live my life sedated
Cuz I love driving myself away
Disfunctionally sane, don't give a damn
I cant comprehend what I understand
Disconnected
Numb, in pain again, I always backtrack forward
Cuz all in all, I'm disconnected