Apr 09, 2005 18:59
Isn't it funny how the onl thing in your life that brought you constant happiness can be the very thing that makes you feel like crying?
Okay so i am overly depressed right now, and i don't know what to do with myself. You think that i would be happy that i still have the guy . . . when infact the exact opposite is true. I wish i could just put it all behind me and face the future alone, but what happens when the other person in the relationship doesn't want out. And YOU don't have the heart to hurt them anymore than they already do.
What should you say when they tell you that they still care about you. And just hearing your voice seems to take the pain away. When really all you want to do is kick them in the face. (REALLY REALLY HARD)??????
PRIVATE NOTE TO BETH ~ member when i kicked pat in the face on accident? I want to kick this kid harder than that!!!
there is no life left in me today . . . i think i will go to bed :0