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I wish I left more of a record, had more to look back on. Things that I thought would always be fresh and vivid memories are all fading much too quickly. I want these to be fresh, not just for the memories' sakes, but also for the future's sake. To look at how I've changed, to be able to learn from previous situations, to be able to teach my son with lessons I've already learned but am quickly forgetting. I need to do better with this, because apparently my brain is too drug-damaged to retain memories for any significant period of time. I'm going to try.