Dec 23, 2004 00:13
things have been really good lately. been to the walk a lot of course and i think ive really just been savoring life, which is totally the way to go. you cant take anything for granted because than life will just pass you by.
some may think ive been being a bitch when really im just doing what people need to do, worrying about what really needs to be worried about. not wallowing over the little things.
winter is soon and i jsut cant wait! that may be why im already packed! everyone is so excited.. EVEN ROBIN! and if we got her excited then it must be worth it haha!! i <3 u! im ready for my birthday to come, i feel like its gonna be fun. dont ask what im doing because i still have no idea, i just have a feeling in my gut.
so yes everyone ive been lying. i still have feelings for him, always have, probably always will. its just hard. ive been lying to everyone who asks and i think its just because i figured it would make me really believe it, but well, its time to face the facts.
i havent had like a REAL update, a LONG update, in quite some time. so thats everything up to speed i think. life is good, ill leave yall with that!
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