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well i guess it's time to update again since so much has happened in my life in only two days.... well yesterday started out fine i went to fashion bug and found a bra for my solo cause my straps broke on the other bra. and i actually found a sexy shirt for the opening number for ovations! meg was with me and she approved! so after i decided that it would be cool to rhinestone my shirt cause i love to be the center of attention lol i kno i kno haha yea so we went back to my house and got the glue and stones! and then headed to nans house to lay out and rhinestone in the sun!!! dun dun dun no sun wtf? yea so we just rhinestoned outside then it started to pour on us lol wicked funny right there cause we kept dropping the stones that we divided evenly for each side of the shirt yea so we finally got inside drenched and finished my shirt then meg went home and i went to dance. the first hour i thought we had rehearsal my class ended up havinga guest teacher for hip hop that i didnt wanna take and since there was an open studio i decided to just run my solos in it get some practice in! yup then we had bound which went well and then we had a break and i had a voicemail so i decided to take a lil listen and it was HORRIBLE NEWS my mom told me that my grandmothers test results came in positive for lung cancer and i just started balling my eyes out i ended up sitting in the hallway no one goes in and just cried then tiff came over and gave me a big hug and so didnt jules! thanks guys! and then lisa came over cause tiff told her what was going on and she told me i should go home and so she made copies of my songs for ovations and i left.. the ride home was horrible and of course its the one night all my friends call and ask me to hangout and i just balled and they were great so helpful i swear i have the best of friends i couldnt ask for any better so supportive thanks guys i love you all! so yea finally got home and mom came home later and she told me that not only does she have lung cancer its a level 4 which is the worst kind. so of course i started crying again and she told me that we cant let her give up on herself when she does kimo cause she'll be very weak and tired. so i told her i'll help out everyday if i have to to watch jordan and the other kids. so then i had to get all my stuff ready for ovations andthen went to bed.
Today: woke up early and got ready for dance ovations natioinals! then we left and when i got there i put my interview outfit on and i got the same question as last years nationals but my answer was a lil different but the judges seemed to have like mine cause they complimented me on my speech! yay me! then i got ready for my can u hear me solo. and all i could think about was my nana and how i would perform for her and be strong and then i started crying again.. yea so i took my emotion and danced with it. it was probably one of the most emotional performance i have ever done. so other than that i beleive i did good but i have tough competition the girl after me did her dnace to you raise me up which is a very powerful song and she had a lil more difficulty but she messed up a lil but im not going to say anything else cause its a tough one... yea so then after the comp we had rehearsal for the opening number for like an hour.. then we left and it took us 2 1/2 hours to get home THATS CRAZY. so i had to go into work and tell them that i wouldnt make it for 6 and i would try my best to even make it for 6:30 but they love me there so their like whatever lol! haha so yea thats my life. all very complicated. so tomorrow i go back to the competition to do my other solo shadow then we perform the opening number before awards im going to look hott! lol
-stay strong nana-
Today: woke up early and got ready for dance ovations natioinals! then we left and when i got there i put my interview outfit on and i got the same question as last years nationals but my answer was a lil different but the judges seemed to have like mine cause they complimented me on my speech! yay me! then i got ready for my can u hear me solo. and all i could think about was my nana and how i would perform for her and be strong and then i started crying again.. yea so i took my emotion and danced with it. it was probably one of the most emotional performance i have ever done. so other than that i beleive i did good but i have tough competition the girl after me did her dnace to you raise me up which is a very powerful song and she had a lil more difficulty but she messed up a lil but im not going to say anything else cause its a tough one... yea so then after the comp we had rehearsal for the opening number for like an hour.. then we left and it took us 2 1/2 hours to get home THATS CRAZY. so i had to go into work and tell them that i wouldnt make it for 6 and i would try my best to even make it for 6:30 but they love me there so their like whatever lol! haha so yea thats my life. all very complicated. so tomorrow i go back to the competition to do my other solo shadow then we perform the opening number before awards im going to look hott! lol
-stay strong nana-