Boss DJ
Tonight I went to visit Ed. It's been some years since we've hung out, because after all the drama with his (now) ex-girlfriend and our group of friends (not my friends anymore), we just lost touch and had too many things between us to make the effort worthwhile. But now we are each individuals living lives separate from all the things that once interfered with our opinions and habits, and I look forward to seeing him again.
I am right now torn between ... wait a minute, I don't need to be thinking about stuff like that right now. I need to just relax a bit, be me, and let everything fall into place on its own. I'm ready to see what happens when I just let things be, instead of constantly planning to make things happen a particular way. Right now I'm just going to concentrate on making good grades, saving money, and getting my plans for Athens lined up. That's all I need, and so that's all I'm gonna do.
Maybe do some soul searching while I've got the time, too.