May 01, 2007 23:36
If I disappear this summer, it probably just means I've lost all self-restraint, maxed out my credit card and disappeared across the pond.
I feel like such a loser. All my friends are doing really rad stuff this summer.
Anyway, less complaining.
I have two classes left and one final next Friday. Nothing to do at all tomorrow. I'm thinking of camping out in the library all day. Reading for fun. I'm going to miss the MSU library. It's so old. I adore it.
Eight days and counting.
It's funny how things turn out sometimes. How people you thought would always be there for you can change so much you don't even recognize them anymore. How a chance encounter can change your life. How comforting a warm hand on a cold winter night can be. I believe there are reasons for everything. I just don't know what those reasons are yet, or what I'm supposed to have learned.
Nothing like sleepin' on a bed of nails.
Nothing much here but our broken dreams.
Oh, but baby if all else fails,
nothing is ever quite what it seems.
And I'm dying inside to leave you,
with more than just cliches.