the pep rally was alright
minus caroline falling
& me missing my first basket toss but whatever
it really wasn't a big deal.
after school me kristin, katie w., caroline & jasmine
all went out to lunch at cazadores which was amazing
then me, kris & caroline went to john's house.
john went & got his job
then me & him went over to tyler's to hang out with him, will & cory.
caroline & kristin came back
then i got in a dumb fight with john
& we went to school for the game.
saw some of my NA kids which was pretty fun.
the game was good
& my stunt didn't fall so wooohoo.
then we went to kristin's house (me, brandon, & john)
& sat arouns for awhile waiting for kristin to change.
then we went to jesse's house but too many people were there
so we went to chubb's instead which was kinda boring
but i saw some kids i kinda like
so it was sorta fun.
then we went back out to jesse's
cause people had left so it was more chill.
john fought with his exgirlfriend like
basically the entire time we were there
which was really fucking annoying
then he talked to japheth the whole rest of the time
so i was basically ignored.
but that's okay cause i just hung out with adam gillete
who is like 7 feet tall & i love him.
stephanie & i talked to john the norweigan for a really long time
& he kept telling john (boyfriend) how lucky he was to have me
haha it was so awkward.
then john kicked adam nash & andrew out of kristin's car
which was somewhat entertaining then he fell asleep
so i was rather angry.
this morning me & kristin dropped john off at his house
then we went to this sketchy gas station haha.
i came home & slept for a really long time
& watched laguna beach & ate chikfila.
now i'm sitting here trying to figure out
what i'm gonna do tonight
which i have a bad feeling is gonna be nothing
cause no one has called me
& john is out with ben & josh smoking
(which really pisses me off)
so i don't really wanna go hang out with them
cause john will probably ignore me again
& i'd just get mad most likely.
but anyways...
last night john told me he loved me.
i'm really happy & it was really cute
i just wished he would've waited for a better time
besides when we're both drunk at a party
to tell me haha.. but today he remembered saying it
so at least i know he actually meant it
& it wasn't just the beer talking.
CURRENT...
- Current Clothes: paul frank pants & kt's elon sweatshirt
- Current Mood: annoyed/sad.
- Current Music: slightly stoopid
- Current Taste: something kinda gross
- Current Make-up: whatever's left over on my face from last night.
- Current Smell: nothing
- Current thing I ought to be doing: sleeping or something.
- Current Desktop Picture: a peace sign
- Current Favorite Artist: no idea
- Current Favorite Group: not sure
- Current Book: the great gatsby.
- Current CD in CD Player: a mix
- Current tape in VCR: none
- Current Color Of Toenails: Normal.
- Current Refreshment: water!
- Current Worry: boy.
LAST PERSON...
- You Touched: john
- You Talked to: john
- You Hugged: john
- You Instant messaged: kristin
- You Yelled At: my dad
- You Kissed: john
FAVORITE...
- Foods: oh goodness this is gonna be a long list. pasta salad, caeser salad wraps, french fries, candy (basically any kind), chocolate chip cookies, any kind of noodle, mac&cheese, PB&J...
- Drink: coke
- Color: green
- Album: on & on by jack johnson.
- Shoes: rainbows or birks
- Candy: anything really
- Animal: tigers
- TV Show: laguna beach, the oc, the real world, law & order svu.
- Movie: the virgin suicides, cruel intentions 1 & 2, 13 going on 30..
- Song: i have no idea
- Vegetable: green peppers
- Fruit: banana
- Cartoon: powerpuff girls
ARE YOU...
- Understanding: most of the time
- Open-minded: yeah
- Arrogant: not really
- Insecure: yeah
- Interesting: um.. perhaps.
- Random: yeah basically.
- Hungry: no
- Friendly: if i like you.
- Smart: when I apply myself. which isn't often but you know.
- Moody: ohhh yes
- Childish: i can be.
- Independent: yeah.
- Hard working: sometimes.
- Organized: obsessive complusive? yeah pretty much.
- Healthy: i try.
- Emotionally Stable: yessss
- Shy: sometimes
- Difficult: yes.
- Attractive: i don't think so.
- Bored Easily: yeah kinda
- Messy: no
- Thirsty: yeah.
- Responsible: for the most part.
- Obsessed: with?
- Angry: no
- Sad: not right now.
- Happy: not right now.
- Hyper: sometimes
- Trusting: no.
- Talkative: sometimes.
- Legal: no.
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
- Kill: haha
- Slap: a hoe
- Get Really Wasted With: no one really.
- Get High With: ehh catherine. she makes me laugh real hard.
- Tickle: elmo
- Talk To Offline: john
- Talk To Online: john
HAVE YOU EVER...
- Been kissed? yeah
- How many times: a lot, but not enough.
- Done Drugs? mmhm
- Eaten an entire box of Oreos? fraid not
- Been on stage? yeahh
- Dumped Someone? nope. i don't think i ever could. i'm not one for being mean to people really.
- Gotten in a car accident? no
- Watched "Punky Brewster"? no.
- Been in love? yeah
FAVORITE...
- Shampoo? herbal essence
- Toothpaste? colgate whitening
- Type of soup? Tomato or Chicken Noodle.
- Room in your house? Mine.
- Instrument? piano.
EITHER/OR...
- Coffee or hot chocolate? depends
- Big or little? little
- Lace or satin? satin
- New or old? new
- Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt? brad pitt
- Jeans or cords? jeans.
- Sweater or sweatshirt? sweatshirt
- T-shirt or tank top? tshirt
- Skirt or dress? skirt
- Wool or cotton? Cotton.
- Rose or Lily? Rose.
- Oldies or pop? pop.
- Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yes
- Do you have a best friend? yes
IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
- Cried? i've been pretty close
- Helped someone? i think so
- Bought something? yes
- Gotten sick? no
- Gone to the movies? ohhh my goodness i want to go see elizabethtown tonight so badly but no one will go with me which is actually pretty sad.
- Gone out for dinner? yes
- Said, "I love you"? yes
- Written a real letter? no :(
- Moved on? not really
- Talked to an ex? i don't think so
- Missed an ex? fuck no
- Talked to someone you have a crush on? yeah
- Had a serious talk? yeah
- Missed someone? yeah
- Hugged someone? yeah
- Fought with your parents? probably
- Fought with a friend? no
DO YOU...
- Wear eye shadow? no
- Put on a "front"? No.
- Kiss on the first date? No.
- Eat with your mouth open? I don't think I do.
- If you got a tattoo, where would you get it, and what would it be? i'm not sure yet
- How did you spend last summer? hawaii niggaaaa
- When's the last time you showered? Two days ago.
- Are you lonely? right now, yes.
- Are you happy? somewhat
- Are you wearing pajamas? yep
- Are you talking to someone online? No, I don't feel like it.
- What is your astrological sign? saggitarius
- What are you listening to/watching right now? nothing
- What time is it? 514