I want to end my Life
Soooo... yeah obveously the word of somethings have gone around and i knew it would. which i don't care that people know what s been going on,but the thing that bothers me is that people are judgeing me and what i do. I know you'll just say you care but if you would like to talk to me or voice something say it to my face. I know i've changed as a person and i don't need anyone to point that out to me i've know for a while. what nobody knows except liz and Lauren is that nobody knows how it feel s untill there in the same situations as we have been put in. so please don't make an oppinion right now i can't even take advice, because i' m trying to change back to the person i was and who i loved to be. Sooo if you want give me a call, but please.. i find myself crying too many times in a day to then come and find out your friends are judging you, which right now i'm over the edge. I'm sorry how everyone feels about me but thats whatlife is for mistakes, and taking them and learning from them. I'm trying to grow up and its really hard when you're so far from home and things just pile up on your life. judge me if you must, but i know the ones who don't know that its tough and they'll soon see crazy COurtney sometime in the future again.
Time Heals all.
Time Heals all.