an open letter
dear new years,
i'll be frank (and you can be cindy). i'm not expecting a spectacular night, or even a face amazing exploding night but at least a mediocre one.
is that cool? can we just be on good terms this year? let bygones be bygones?
i'll even pour one out for you, thump my chest, point to the sky and say "this ones for you, new years".
deal?
with love (unless you're not giving it back),
courtney
UPDATE
dear new years,
after trying extremely hard to stay positive for you and everyone around me, you have failed me again. after trying hard to enjoy myself, i ended up having to spend you alone drinking wine and taking xanax to hold off the shitty panic attacks.
thanks for the dick move, new years.
dicks,
courtney
i'm still totally in love with you stef. and i'll keep a chin up for you tonight. if not for anyone else..
i'll be frank (and you can be cindy). i'm not expecting a spectacular night, or even a face amazing exploding night but at least a mediocre one.
is that cool? can we just be on good terms this year? let bygones be bygones?
i'll even pour one out for you, thump my chest, point to the sky and say "this ones for you, new years".
deal?
with love (unless you're not giving it back),
courtney
UPDATE
dear new years,
after trying extremely hard to stay positive for you and everyone around me, you have failed me again. after trying hard to enjoy myself, i ended up having to spend you alone drinking wine and taking xanax to hold off the shitty panic attacks.
thanks for the dick move, new years.
dicks,
courtney
i'm still totally in love with you stef. and i'll keep a chin up for you tonight. if not for anyone else..