someday, you will understand.
So....... I suppose this is the part where I talk about how upsetting it is that I know that shortly from now, Drew will probably un-friend me on facewaste, change his phone number, and never speak to me again. and...... it IS upsetting. because I love him. I will always love him. I re-read our wedding ceremony/vows the day before yesterday. I
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i have already realized my mistakes. it was believing you. trusting you. and not my loss deary. can't lose when you had nothing to gain.
i dont need you and your bullshit manipulations. you can have me be the scapegoat. since you seem to have got just about all my friends. might has well have everyone thinking you're so innocent and sweet and caring and great. so i'll even post it here "I AM AN AWFUL PIECE OF SHIT!" there, now you also have the lack of me disagreeing. should make it even easier to accept.
i didn't unfriend you on facewaste. i got rid of the ability for anyone to contact me that way because facewaste is a waste of time and i have no use for it anymore. and i am letting my phone number go away. and yeah, i doubt i will ever have a reason to talk to you again. ever.
i am glad my fucking up led you to boston, because i never wanted to move there. i just wish i admitted it instead of trying to convince myself other wise. and likewise i am glad it led you to stephen, because you are both awful friends and you deserve one another. i am better off without shitty friends. so, whatever.
best of luck on your rebound marriage.
and call me when the spaceship lands.
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take the bitterness and run. i have no room for it. and.... sorry "your" friends like me. half of them were OUR friends, and I was the one who kept them comin' 'round. so..... tell yourself whatever you want. it's not my fault that people don't believe or trust you. you did that to yourself. my original post still stands.
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You know what? We DO deserve each other. I been sayin' that shit for months now.
And for the record. Jen has never proclaimed innocence. She does not deny her wrongs made when asked. This should mean a whole helluva lot coming from me, one who entrusts his own heart and life to her. I KNOW for a FACT she's not innocent.
It's kinda hot, actually...
So yeah. We're gonna go be...less...innocent. Like right now.
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