yeah, im having one of those days
im really starting to hate people and relationships. everyones getting on my nerves and im being pulled in three different directions. i know exactly what i want but its just my luck to not be able to have it.
i take that back, luck is nothing. i do it to myself to some degree. theres many instances that i can think of where if i would have chose to go in the other direction things wouldnt have ended up this way. i cant wait until i go home so i can take a break. i want everyone to go away from me and leave me alone because i want certain people to be closer to me, if that makes any sense to you.
all i can say right now is, godddd.
it goes up and down, back and forth, good days, bad days, most of the time i think i can deal with it, but then theres always days like this one.
i take that back, luck is nothing. i do it to myself to some degree. theres many instances that i can think of where if i would have chose to go in the other direction things wouldnt have ended up this way. i cant wait until i go home so i can take a break. i want everyone to go away from me and leave me alone because i want certain people to be closer to me, if that makes any sense to you.
all i can say right now is, godddd.
it goes up and down, back and forth, good days, bad days, most of the time i think i can deal with it, but then theres always days like this one.