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so i've been pretty sick lately. sunday it all went downhill and it sucks like ass. i have been in bed the last 24 hours. nicely done if i might say so myself. anyways i think everythings starting to wear on my again. right when i start having fun again i get sick and am glued to my bed. i guess i just wonder what it would be like if i wasnt around anymore. if anyone would even notice. i feel pretty worthless & its one of those days where i just wish i just wouldnt have woken up this morning. i dont know i guess im just feeling sorry for myself but who wouldnt if its been ofically a year when all this stuff started happening and still no results.