I really need to update this thing....
Like my subject states... I really need to update this thing more often. Things are just so weird and up in the air right now I can't stand it. School is starting to pick up pace... 19 credit hours isnt the smartest thing that I have ever done but I will survive. RA and Spain interviews are comming up so we will see what happens. Things at home are alright.. mom and dad are sick and I'm not comming home until spring break so it's going to be weird. Finally, things with Matt are screwed up. We are on a break so I have no clue what is going to happen. I don't know if we are going to be together fully again or if we are..... the break was my decision. I need space and time to think. I need to figure stuff out and be myself for awhile. I hope he understands that and if not then I know what I have to do... we will see. Hope things are well... I'll write soon...
-Court
-Court