LIfe is so confusing..

Mar 30, 2004 15:21

You think everything is going great.,.... school is great... the past weekend was great... your friends are great... then... BAM... life goes topsy turvy and you find yourself grieving at the school cafeteria with 4 of your closest friends. That is what I experienced yesterday. My good friend Erin's little, 19 day-old brother passed away. As I sit and try to comprehend what the hell is going on, I can't help but feel angry. That's right... i am angry. I dont understand why a little innocent baby had to go so quickly. I don't understand what good will come from this is... I really don't. I guess everything happens for a reason... or so I am told. I need to write in here. I have experienced so much loss this past year.... my friend, my uncle, my friend's step dad and now this little baby. I just don't get it... I really dont and I dont think I ever will. ..........
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