Jul 29, 2004 00:01
well.. let's see wut's been goin on wit me.
Sunday- Family Reunion. It wuz ok, i guess. We got this small pavilion. & it rained. Then we went 2 my aunt's house & hung out wit her. She's been havin a rough couple of dayz.
Monday- I can't remember lol. Its terrible
Tuesday- Went 2 Walmart wit Ryan's mom & my mom. Got stuff. Then went 2 an avon meeting & won free earrings. They're purple! Oh that reminds me if ne1 wantz 2 buy avon let me kno!
2day- Went shoppin wit Ryan,his mom,Nana & my mom. I saw Stef. I got the following:
like 12 pairs of thongs
3 shirts
flip flops
sunglasses
black dress pants (but I have 2 take them back)
had a nice time. Wuz kinda outa it 2day tho. I felt so blah. Like I wuz there, but I didn't feel all there. Ryan's mom wuz laughin at me cuz i was makin facial expressions & i didn't even realize it. I've had a rough month. My great grandma b-day wuz this month. It's a yr. since my great grandpa died. We pasted there house last week & it's changed so much. But I still see it as Grandma & Granpa's house. I still see it as it wuz. Then wit my cuz. I have started 2 cry just outa the blue, thinkin bout things. I dunno. It'll b a yr. in Auguest. August 30th 2 b exact. It's the 1st day of school & I'm goin 2 b a wreck. it's goin 2 b terrible.
I kinda think my vision is going. but it prob aint. I'm tryin 2 wear my reading glasses more often
GRR!! me & ryan r fighting. I hate when we fight. I just get so fuckin upset & then we just start yelling & it's terrible. i feel like shit. my day just keeps gettin more shitty. I feel like crying. he upsets me so fuckin much. I love him wit all my heart tho. w/e
I'm outy.
Hugz & Kissez,
*Court*