i feel like shit
I feel like shit. I dunno like an hr & a half ago I got this really bad stomachache & then when I went 2 get up I felt lightheaded & dizzy. Pluz I had this terrible headache. It sucked. Cuz it made me real bitchy.
The last 4 dayz have been so awesome 4 me! Friday-new addition 2 the family
Sat. Spent the whole day wit my baby
Sunday-chilled wit Monica!
Monday-Hung out wit Ryan & Monica & played DDR!!!
It wuz great. I dunno. I love Ryan more then nething in the world. I dunno 2day I saw him in a new light. A better light I guess. I've alwayz loved him & thought he wuz a cutie. But now I realize I love him more then life it's self. I think that he is the hottest guy in the world! I look at him & my heart melts. I dunno, I felt that way b4, but now I feel different. We r both on the same page on certain things & it makes me feel so great 2 kno that. We were downstairs talkin with Monica & I could hardly keep my eyes off of him. Everything just feels so right when I'm in his arms. Then when we were layin on the floor cuz i felt like shit & had 2 lay down. He kept fixing the covers & rubbing my arms 2 make me feel more comfortable. I just sat there watching him. I just love him so much.
Pluz, I got 2 hang out wit Monica. It feels like I finally have a bf that's a gurl again. Like b4 it wuz just really me & Ryan. (which I love) but sumthings u need 2 b able 2 talk 2 a gurl bout (huh, Monica ;-)) I had such a great time hanging out wit her. It felt like old times, only better! We talked 4 like 2 hrs. Bout different things & it wuz nice.
My life just seems like it's starting 2 become better. I love this feeling! But I kno as soon as everything seems great, my world will come tumbling down on top of me again. That's how my life is.
Well I'm outy, I need the sleep! Since me & Monica didn't go 2 bed til after 5!
Oh by the way! DDR is so fucken awesome! I'm addicted 2 it. But I think Ryan likes it more then I do!
Love ya,
*Court*
The last 4 dayz have been so awesome 4 me! Friday-new addition 2 the family
Sat. Spent the whole day wit my baby
Sunday-chilled wit Monica!
Monday-Hung out wit Ryan & Monica & played DDR!!!
It wuz great. I dunno. I love Ryan more then nething in the world. I dunno 2day I saw him in a new light. A better light I guess. I've alwayz loved him & thought he wuz a cutie. But now I realize I love him more then life it's self. I think that he is the hottest guy in the world! I look at him & my heart melts. I dunno, I felt that way b4, but now I feel different. We r both on the same page on certain things & it makes me feel so great 2 kno that. We were downstairs talkin with Monica & I could hardly keep my eyes off of him. Everything just feels so right when I'm in his arms. Then when we were layin on the floor cuz i felt like shit & had 2 lay down. He kept fixing the covers & rubbing my arms 2 make me feel more comfortable. I just sat there watching him. I just love him so much.
Pluz, I got 2 hang out wit Monica. It feels like I finally have a bf that's a gurl again. Like b4 it wuz just really me & Ryan. (which I love) but sumthings u need 2 b able 2 talk 2 a gurl bout (huh, Monica ;-)) I had such a great time hanging out wit her. It felt like old times, only better! We talked 4 like 2 hrs. Bout different things & it wuz nice.
My life just seems like it's starting 2 become better. I love this feeling! But I kno as soon as everything seems great, my world will come tumbling down on top of me again. That's how my life is.
Well I'm outy, I need the sleep! Since me & Monica didn't go 2 bed til after 5!
Oh by the way! DDR is so fucken awesome! I'm addicted 2 it. But I think Ryan likes it more then I do!
Love ya,
*Court*