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well not much has happened. i've been talking to kristine about everything that's going on and i feel alot better. things aren't back to normal yet but they are getting there and that makes me really really happy. i honestly dont think i could live without her or annie. i wish i could say amanda too but it seems like we just keep drifting further apart. i miss her more than she will ever know. soo other than that my life is boring as usual. i have been thinking alot lately and making big decisions, which are always extremely hard for me, so i'm pretty proud of myself. wow i'm rambling alot... sorry about that. ummm okay this was a pointless entry im gonna go running now and then lay out or something. later