PISSED!!!
Pissed....here's why
Hey,
I really don't know where to begin or if you even want to read this, but I really need to get this out there. I really don't appreciate the way you have been treating me lately, and essentially I'm to the point where I really don't consider you a friend. Ever since I came back from Harlaxton, I've felt replaced and forgotten, I tried so hard to chase after our friendship. I asked you if you wanted to hang out and watch Grey's, you told me yes, only to cancel on me the day of. Other nights we would plan to hang out, and then you'd ditch me to spend time with Amanda Jo. I know I left for a semester, but that doesn't make it right to treat me like this. I guess the last straw for me was when I had my horrible migraine, I called you for help and you told me you were in class. An hour later, when I finally found a person on my floor to take me, we passed your house on the way to the pharmacy and your car was there in the driveway. You never called to see if I was alright, you never even pretended to care. I spent 2 weeks in and out of the hospital, and you never wished me well once. Maybe I was disillusioned from the start, but I thought we were closer than that... I don't know what it is that I did to you to be treated this way, but I'm pretty sure it's not justified and it kills. I guess I just wanted to let you know how I'm feeling, and that I'm done trying to chase, the way you ignored me at Rock 4 Riley was a clear enough signal. I'm sorry if I've ever really offended you... I hope you had a great party, and I hope you have an awesome birthday.
Ashley
So that's all pretty much bullshit...so here's what I wrote...
Well, to start off, I haven't been treating you like
anything...probably because I haven't seen you in forever. So I'm not
sure how that's me treating you badly. HOnestly, I didn't even know
you were in the hopsital until you were out. The day you called me to
take you to the pharmacy, I was taking an online test, so yes I was
home, but I was in class with a mandatory time limit. So you probably
shouldn't accuse me of not caring. Its not true that I've replaced
you. When you went to Harlaxton, yes I spent a ton of time with Amanda
Jo..practically every day. But when you came back we spent lots of
time together. I didn't realize that you thought I was just cancelling
to watch grey's...truth be told, I started working every tuesday and
thursday night....so I wasn't trying to bail on you...I was honestly at
work. I haven't even watched more than 1 episode on tv. And honestly,
you didn't really make an effort to talk to me either. I messaged you
after fall break and you stopped talking, then you would only message
me if you needed something, like to see TKE's game score or to take you
to go get meds. I'm busy, I'm busier than anyone I know. I don't
spend that much time with anyone other than deuce, except on the
weekends. And usually on the weekends I'm at TKE, which you haven't
been. So I don't try to spend time with some more than others, but I'm
there every weekend.
I don't think any of what she said is fair, or true.
Hey,
I really don't know where to begin or if you even want to read this, but I really need to get this out there. I really don't appreciate the way you have been treating me lately, and essentially I'm to the point where I really don't consider you a friend. Ever since I came back from Harlaxton, I've felt replaced and forgotten, I tried so hard to chase after our friendship. I asked you if you wanted to hang out and watch Grey's, you told me yes, only to cancel on me the day of. Other nights we would plan to hang out, and then you'd ditch me to spend time with Amanda Jo. I know I left for a semester, but that doesn't make it right to treat me like this. I guess the last straw for me was when I had my horrible migraine, I called you for help and you told me you were in class. An hour later, when I finally found a person on my floor to take me, we passed your house on the way to the pharmacy and your car was there in the driveway. You never called to see if I was alright, you never even pretended to care. I spent 2 weeks in and out of the hospital, and you never wished me well once. Maybe I was disillusioned from the start, but I thought we were closer than that... I don't know what it is that I did to you to be treated this way, but I'm pretty sure it's not justified and it kills. I guess I just wanted to let you know how I'm feeling, and that I'm done trying to chase, the way you ignored me at Rock 4 Riley was a clear enough signal. I'm sorry if I've ever really offended you... I hope you had a great party, and I hope you have an awesome birthday.
Ashley
So that's all pretty much bullshit...so here's what I wrote...
Well, to start off, I haven't been treating you like
anything...probably because I haven't seen you in forever. So I'm not
sure how that's me treating you badly. HOnestly, I didn't even know
you were in the hopsital until you were out. The day you called me to
take you to the pharmacy, I was taking an online test, so yes I was
home, but I was in class with a mandatory time limit. So you probably
shouldn't accuse me of not caring. Its not true that I've replaced
you. When you went to Harlaxton, yes I spent a ton of time with Amanda
Jo..practically every day. But when you came back we spent lots of
time together. I didn't realize that you thought I was just cancelling
to watch grey's...truth be told, I started working every tuesday and
thursday night....so I wasn't trying to bail on you...I was honestly at
work. I haven't even watched more than 1 episode on tv. And honestly,
you didn't really make an effort to talk to me either. I messaged you
after fall break and you stopped talking, then you would only message
me if you needed something, like to see TKE's game score or to take you
to go get meds. I'm busy, I'm busier than anyone I know. I don't
spend that much time with anyone other than deuce, except on the
weekends. And usually on the weekends I'm at TKE, which you haven't
been. So I don't try to spend time with some more than others, but I'm
there every weekend.
I don't think any of what she said is fair, or true.