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yea its been a while!!! but yea well volleyballs almost over and nothing else is really that new just been changing a lot of things latley but i canlt really explain things so heres some lyrics that kinda explain it......
its like ur a drug its like ur a demon that cant face down its like im stuck its like im runnig form u all the time and i know i let u have all the power its like the only company i see is misery all around its like ur a leach sucking the life from me i canlt breath without u inside of me and i realize im neevr going to quite u over time
its like i canlt see anyting nothing but u im addicted to u its like i canlt think without u in my thoughts in my dreams its taking over me its like im not me its like im lost its like im giivng up slowly its like ur a ghost thats haunting me leave me alone and i know these voices in ym head r mine alone and i know ill never change my ways if i donlt give u another chance
im hooked on u i need a fix i can't take it just one more hit i promise i can deal with it ill handle it quite it just one more time then thats it just a little more 2 get me through this
always ending always over back and forth up and down like a roller coaster and im breaking that habbit today u know u did it im gone find someone to live for in this world u were wrong if u think u can walk right through this door that is just so u coming back when im finally moved on im already gone there is nothing u can say sorry doesnt cut it babe take the hit and walk away cause im gone doenst matter wht u do its what u did thats hurting u all i needed was the truth now im gone..
now i dread each day knowing i wont be saved from the lonlyness of living without u now idk what to do not knwoing what to do without u i hate myself for loosing u im seeing it all so clear i hate myself for loosing u what do u do when u look in the mirror and staring at u is y hes not here?
were is ur heart i dont understand,ur love is so cold its always me whos reaching out for ur hand and ive always dreamed that love would be ever lasting like a petal falling to the ground and dreaming of following its dream,were is ur heart cause i dont really feel u were is ur heart what i really want is to beleive u.
loving u has made me this way
*COMMENT* if u know what ur fighting for* haha lol so stole that
its like ur a drug its like ur a demon that cant face down its like im stuck its like im runnig form u all the time and i know i let u have all the power its like the only company i see is misery all around its like ur a leach sucking the life from me i canlt breath without u inside of me and i realize im neevr going to quite u over time
its like i canlt see anyting nothing but u im addicted to u its like i canlt think without u in my thoughts in my dreams its taking over me its like im not me its like im lost its like im giivng up slowly its like ur a ghost thats haunting me leave me alone and i know these voices in ym head r mine alone and i know ill never change my ways if i donlt give u another chance
im hooked on u i need a fix i can't take it just one more hit i promise i can deal with it ill handle it quite it just one more time then thats it just a little more 2 get me through this
always ending always over back and forth up and down like a roller coaster and im breaking that habbit today u know u did it im gone find someone to live for in this world u were wrong if u think u can walk right through this door that is just so u coming back when im finally moved on im already gone there is nothing u can say sorry doesnt cut it babe take the hit and walk away cause im gone doenst matter wht u do its what u did thats hurting u all i needed was the truth now im gone..
now i dread each day knowing i wont be saved from the lonlyness of living without u now idk what to do not knwoing what to do without u i hate myself for loosing u im seeing it all so clear i hate myself for loosing u what do u do when u look in the mirror and staring at u is y hes not here?
were is ur heart i dont understand,ur love is so cold its always me whos reaching out for ur hand and ive always dreamed that love would be ever lasting like a petal falling to the ground and dreaming of following its dream,were is ur heart cause i dont really feel u were is ur heart what i really want is to beleive u.
loving u has made me this way
*COMMENT* if u know what ur fighting for* haha lol so stole that