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christmas kinda wasnlt the best......i really mniss my grandpa this is our first christmas without him and it sucks my uncle read a poem about it kinda and it said i love u all dearly so donlt shed a tear im spending my christmas with jesus this year b4 everyone ate and it really got me going i guess so i went in my room and layed down and fell asleep and no one really noticed i was gone os i slept till 5 30 and then everyone was practically gone and i had a fever and then went to the movies with my aunt brother and cousin anyways and the movie sucked but then went home and did nothign really and then today i went to the mall to bring things back with my mom and baught a vest and a shirt with my own money and then went to ryans till 6 came home and ate and then played a game with the fam.......idk latley things r just really idk how to explain it i just miss how things used to be i guess i miss my old frineds not saying i dont love jess and jodi cause u girls r awsome i just miss cccl. things just r getting harder i guess........people play a lot of games and they get really tiring i just wish everyone would just say how they feel and not hide it so much

if i traded it all
if i gave it all away for one thing just for one thing
if i sorted it out
if i knew all about this one thing wouldnt that be something.....