I have many more stories about people not believing me...if you're ever that bored
I guess if you wanna get to know me better you should read this, but otherwise you truly will bore yourself to tears...
Ok, my biggest fear in life is people not believing me when I say something, and not trusting me, but mostly the former. I NEVER lie for a reason, so that people will always trust what I say, but nooooooooo it seems ppl always test that. One reason why I don't lie, or do things that will get me in trouble (most of the time lol) is so that I will always have my parents' trust, but yet my curfew is still11, when everyone else and their little siblings lol are atleast 12, which is the legal curfew for under 18. Yet I still get yelled at for messing up the comp, and of course they don't listen to me when I'm telling them I didn't do anything, and the spyware and such is what is ruining it. Oh yeah, and NOONE EVER listens to me, I want a guy that will just have a conversation with me or go crazy with me lol, that would be awesome(but that has nothing to do with this really lol).
So I had this dream last night that I went to camp and whenever something horribly bad would happen they would all blame it on me, (but I don't do anything wrong lol) and then I'd try and tell them that I didn't do it and noone would listen and then I'd scream and cry at the same time and yet noone would even realize I was speaking, and then something else bad would happen, and OMGoodness it was the most horrible thing, I wanted to die, even tho it was just a dream. But that is my worst fear, and truly it does happen in my house, seriously that is like exactly how it plays out. I HATE IT. I hate my dreams lately cuz they're so horrible I never want to sleep again. :(
Ok, my biggest fear in life is people not believing me when I say something, and not trusting me, but mostly the former. I NEVER lie for a reason, so that people will always trust what I say, but nooooooooo it seems ppl always test that. One reason why I don't lie, or do things that will get me in trouble (most of the time lol) is so that I will always have my parents' trust, but yet my curfew is still11, when everyone else and their little siblings lol are atleast 12, which is the legal curfew for under 18. Yet I still get yelled at for messing up the comp, and of course they don't listen to me when I'm telling them I didn't do anything, and the spyware and such is what is ruining it. Oh yeah, and NOONE EVER listens to me, I want a guy that will just have a conversation with me or go crazy with me lol, that would be awesome(but that has nothing to do with this really lol).
So I had this dream last night that I went to camp and whenever something horribly bad would happen they would all blame it on me, (but I don't do anything wrong lol) and then I'd try and tell them that I didn't do it and noone would listen and then I'd scream and cry at the same time and yet noone would even realize I was speaking, and then something else bad would happen, and OMGoodness it was the most horrible thing, I wanted to die, even tho it was just a dream. But that is my worst fear, and truly it does happen in my house, seriously that is like exactly how it plays out. I HATE IT. I hate my dreams lately cuz they're so horrible I never want to sleep again. :(