[locked from hostiles]
... It's been a while now, hasn't it? Since we lost Koushirou, and the battle in Tetha. And since Agumon and I lost it fighting Ravemon...
I'm not making excuses, but... what do you do when... you start feeling numb about what happened? It's not that you're unfeeling, but... you've spent so much time feeling bad, that you don't know how to feel bad anymore...
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Ivan-san, if you're reading this... I'd like to sign up for your training regimen. I have to work harder now than ever, especially knowing I can still lose control...
I'm not making excuses, but... what do you do when... you start feeling numb about what happened? It's not that you're unfeeling, but... you've spent so much time feeling bad, that you don't know how to feel bad anymore...
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Ivan-san, if you're reading this... I'd like to sign up for your training regimen. I have to work harder now than ever, especially knowing I can still lose control...