Jun 26, 2008 17:06
Everything that's happened in the last few days, I don't know. I'm still reeling from it all.
When Masaru first told me about Kurata way back when, I almost couldn't believe it. I mean, I've fought monsters before, but... they were literally monsters. Vamdemon was like something out of a story... this person who was completely bad, and always had to be bad. The Dark Masters were the same way, and so was Devimon, and all of the others.
The humans my friends and I had to face... they were different also. Oikawa and Ken, they were pushed into what they did by forces beyond their control. It doesn't change the impact they had, but... I don't know. It wasn't quite the same as facing a truly monstrous person. Especially in Ken's case.
But Kurata... Kurata is like a really bad wake up call. I know better than anyone than the Demon Kings are just as, if not more, dangerous, but... Kurata makes you realize that evil isn't always a vampire, or a demon... Evil can take forms just like us. A human being can be just as corruptible.
That's always been a part of the real world. But... I don't know. I felt like up till now, I've been seeing it differently... or at least, feeling it differently.
... But it's also a reminder. Especially in my case. At how important it is to do the right thing. The Seal keeps gnawing at me, and...
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I don't know. Knowing that there's a chance I could become like Kurata... it just pushes me to fight against it even more.
Masaru. If you need any help, just remember Unit 2's still on your side.
courage,
log post,
bio hybrid plot