it's so strange how you can be just listening to music and parts of 3 or 4 songs can all make up the whole of what you are feeling.
such as
Tell me how you feel, come on out the dark
Then we can head back home and I'll know where to start
Speaking foreign language, nothing I can translate
You're speaking foreign language, nothing I can dictate
Where did we go wrong?
We need medication for this miscommunication
Write down,to remind yourself on how it can be
Heartstrings, you're tugging at my heartstrings
Helpless, I have become so helpless to your touch
touch me somehow
Restless, you leave me restless
breathless wait for me
The closer I come to you
the closer I am to finding God
You're a miracle to me
The closer I come to you
the closer I am to finding God
You're a miracle to me
Burning, like Joan of Arc to see you, just to feel you
Cadence, I would dance with the dead cause I believe
yes I believe, yes I believe
Stifle, Paul said that you stifle him
again and again and again
And if these are my parting words
Then this, my last request
Hold me here, until I sleep
If I burn, then I burn for you
i'm in such a strange mood right now. blah. i don't even know what the catalyst for this was. everything was fine. maybe i do know.
listen, i'm fine now.
listen, i'm fine now.
listen, i'm fine now.
i don't want to talk right now. thank you for your concern.
blah blah. whine whine. i need a job. i want something that could happen. or it couldn't who knows. i'm so tired right now. of lots of things.
But it makes sense to me, you make sense to me
but, as pointed out above. i'm losing energy as quick as i can type.
I wake up and think dreams are real,
I sleep so I don't have to feel