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i am sick and fucking tired of people not realizing how hard i really try.
my mom is bitching me out, online, right now for not paying my car payment and not having money. she's making it MY fault for not having the money. and it's NOT. and she has NO FUCKING CLUE how hard i look for jobs EVERY GOD DAMN day. and it's nto MY fault i'm not getting a job. i take my piercings out when i go somewhere, i smile a lot, i'm nice, i answer every question they give me sincerely and thoroughly. i wear long sleeved shirts to cover my tattoos. i go back to places constantly to check up on things. and it always ends in "we found someone else." or "we're just not really needing the help right now."
and she says if i dont' come up with "$200 and a plan" then they're taking my car. WHAT FUCKING GOOD WILL THAT DO?! i asked her how that would help me get a job to pay everyone back and her response was "you're not paying anyone back now." well, no shit, because i can barely afford to feed myself. fuck that. they will NOT take my god damn car. ugh.
i'm so pissed right now.
i'm going to go make a grilled cheese and take a shower.
if anyone wants to help me out, financially, feel free. i could use it and i WILL pay you back.
my mom is bitching me out, online, right now for not paying my car payment and not having money. she's making it MY fault for not having the money. and it's NOT. and she has NO FUCKING CLUE how hard i look for jobs EVERY GOD DAMN day. and it's nto MY fault i'm not getting a job. i take my piercings out when i go somewhere, i smile a lot, i'm nice, i answer every question they give me sincerely and thoroughly. i wear long sleeved shirts to cover my tattoos. i go back to places constantly to check up on things. and it always ends in "we found someone else." or "we're just not really needing the help right now."
and she says if i dont' come up with "$200 and a plan" then they're taking my car. WHAT FUCKING GOOD WILL THAT DO?! i asked her how that would help me get a job to pay everyone back and her response was "you're not paying anyone back now." well, no shit, because i can barely afford to feed myself. fuck that. they will NOT take my god damn car. ugh.
i'm so pissed right now.
i'm going to go make a grilled cheese and take a shower.
if anyone wants to help me out, financially, feel free. i could use it and i WILL pay you back.