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[coupxdexgrace]

Its been a long time. So much has happened since the last post. I love my life in NYC now. I have great friends. We hang out a lot.

I even have/had a potential love interest
A 19 year old that worked with me
It all came about out of nowhere too
We were just coworkers
then we both wanted to make out with one another
then we did and stuff
then the night before he moved back to Seattle and I returned home to Michigan for two weeks
we chatted online
and basically cleaned the air about actually having feelings for each other
weird

i dont know how i feel about it all
i cant help but wonder if its the typical josh marty thing of liking someone safe
a relationship where I know it cant last long
just like the last relationship
then again
for once
someone was upfront with me about how they felt
and didnt go around seeing other guys while dangling the chance of a relationship in front of me

I am really excited for my return to NYC
New job
New stomping ground
New friends to be made
Old friends to hang out with
More money to be made
No car payments
life will be better
no todd though