11.1 - Loneliness
I don't like being alone.
I was alone a lot in the past. People came and went. I've had one constant in the past thirteen years, my son, but he wasn't always around. Or I guess I was the one that wasn't around. I can be alone. Function. Live. But it's so much easier to live and get through each day when I'm not alone. When I have someone to keep me company, keep me smiling and laughing.
When I'm completely alone, especially after a bad day or week, I get lost in my thoughts more. I play my sad songs more. It hurts more.
I like having someone around. Someone who makes me feel cared for. Maybe more so...someone that does care. Or someone I love - someone that loves me. Not the forever in love stuff, that I don't do. But...just caring love. It's better to have that around and it makes me feel good. Knowing that I'm important to someone. Mean something to someone. And knowing that I'm not alone.
I don't...I don't like it. Being alone.
Larry Paul
Ally McBeal/Law & Order
186
(carolineparker)
I was alone a lot in the past. People came and went. I've had one constant in the past thirteen years, my son, but he wasn't always around. Or I guess I was the one that wasn't around. I can be alone. Function. Live. But it's so much easier to live and get through each day when I'm not alone. When I have someone to keep me company, keep me smiling and laughing.
When I'm completely alone, especially after a bad day or week, I get lost in my thoughts more. I play my sad songs more. It hurts more.
I like having someone around. Someone who makes me feel cared for. Maybe more so...someone that does care. Or someone I love - someone that loves me. Not the forever in love stuff, that I don't do. But...just caring love. It's better to have that around and it makes me feel good. Knowing that I'm important to someone. Mean something to someone. And knowing that I'm not alone.
I don't...I don't like it. Being alone.
Larry Paul
Ally McBeal/Law & Order
186
(carolineparker)