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Sep 21, 2005 19:43

I feel left out. of everything. Basically i feel like nobody likes me except Adelia and Prevosti. Its like everyone has somebody else who they'd rather hang out with, or rather be friends with, or laugh with or prance around with or talk to or invite over, or do whatever the hell friends do with each other.

Kristin, Meg, and Andrew are like, attached at the hip. And sometimes Jordan.

Sierra's like seriously popular and doesnt need loser friends like me.

Molly's got her new boyfriend, James's got his little groupies. And they have each other.

Trevor has all his fencing friends, among other people.

Amanda has Lizzy and Peggy.

Jessica has kids from her school.

Cassie has tracy.

Alex has like...everybody...

Even people from FIRE have their friends. Jakes popular, and Dev and Lou are sending "i dont wanna talk to you" vibes.

And Kristin will always pick Adelia over me, if given the choice.

So, that leaves me all alone, curled up in a corner. I have no friends, because everyone has somone better than me.

I guess that makes me a miserable failure as a person.

And to top this all off:
1. We're dirt poor.
2. My parents honestly think i'm the worst child they could have been given
3. My family has a curse. If you dont beleive me, my great uncle died in a plane crash on friday the 13th.
4. I suck at piano. And dancing. And singing. And acting.
5. I have a cold. And my mom refuses to give me some effing decongestants( see number two).
6. I have too much homework. I'll never get it all done.
::Edit::7. I forgot. I spent forty bucks on the new EP for the sims, and it not only doesnt work, but it fucked up every single saved file that i already had on my game. So i have to start from scratch.

In conclusion, in case you dont feel like reading that whole thing (and why would you? why would anyone even want to read this? Im a mopy, shitty, ugly, stupid, boring, snotty girl),
I suck at everything, i have no friends and no one who cares about me, and i want to die. And if anyone reads this, and that anyone happens to be kristin, im going to get one comment, and that will be some nasty little sarcastic retort, which manages to make me look like an ass and feel like shit for the rest of the week.

Thank you, and Good night.

...and a fucking mosquito just bit me.
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