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Ok today is easter..it was ok i guess but we got to church late and couldnt find a seat so it was UH..then we watched viva la bam which i got for easter which was fun..then off to uncle dannys house mainly because my grandma and grandad are in the hospital well(it was awful that they werent there the first time EVER)..my grandad u know..and we cant go to their house so we did it there..it was fun but i prob gained TONS of weight ...oh well diet time..then we went to the hospital...which was the worst experience in my life..i was so freaking close to crying when i saw my grandad strapped to a breathing machine..omg...it got so bad that my dad had to take me out of there..i had on sunglasses b/c i didnt want my grandmas seeing me crying..it would make her sadder..the worst part was that might be the last time i see him ever..and the nurses came in before i could kiss him bye..which sucked i want to see him again..just hug him..eventho he doesnt know who i am..i just want to hug him and kiss him one last time..finally i start cryng just thinking about it again..i hate losing ppl i love..
mucholove
mucholove