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Well, I have no updated in forever and I am thinking that I would like to start writing in here so I can remember things for later.
1) Orange people gross me out. How can they think they look good? They are giving themselves cancer AND they are orange. The two things don't even work separately and since they go together, that makes orange people twice as stupid.
2) My roomate is a crazy biotch. I will stand by this even though we are getting along right now. The reason things started going downhill was because she thought I liked her and so she decided to be cold to me. She said that she was frieked out about the person things that I told her so soon into meeting her yet I only advertised the big picture and SHE asked about details. And then she advertised her own stuff that was pretty personal.
In out "showdown" she brought up that I told her personal things so soon and it frieked her out and I had to remind her that she asked me to tell her and she told me stuff of her own. Now, she looked confused and was like...What did I tell you? And I told her all the things that she told me that I remembered and she was in shock (She is crazy though.) She said that she got frieked out because I told her that me getting along with her has made my first experience away at school a good one. I was telling her that as a compliment but she took that as me telling her that I was her best friend which frieked her out. OBVIOUSLY, if I had wanted to be her best friend, I would ask to hang out with her, right? Nope I never did because I thought she was toleratable, not a best friend. So, from this, she decided that she needed to be cold towards me and to do this, she would simply not respond to me when I would walk into the room and say hellp.
First of all, even if I didn't like her, I would say hello anyway and I would expect a "hello" back because that's what SANE PEOPLE DO!!!!!!!!!!! That's kinda just the beginning. She does this with everyone. She thinks that people are getting to close to her and pushes them away because...it scares her..? To have friends is something that she utterly cannot handle. Now this is coming from the person who calls me immature because I have a bad memory. At this point, I am thinking that she is lucky to have a me as a roomate. NO ONE ELSE COULD STAND HER!! She told me that she roomed with a best friend (I thought she didn't allow herself to have them though..?) and they didn't speak for four months and she didn't know why. HOW COULD YOU DO THAT? I think that that shows utter insanity. Now this is coming from the girl who told me that she felt like she was living with a toddler because she always has to tell me what to do. THAT IS EXACTLY MY POINT. Bitch always thinks she has to tell me what to do! It is my goddamn room too!
See this rant should have happened pre-confrontation but the fact is, I am simply not over this and never will be. She thinks she can go back to being friendly with everything fine and IT MAKES ME SICK!!!!
3) I am sick of going to the city. Why the hell did my boyfriend of 2 years have to move to New York fucking City. I am not a city person. I can't live in a 7 x 9 room that is utterly digusting and probably unsanity for a weekend. It makes me so lazy. All I do is eat and IT IS REPULSIVE!! Now, granted I love the people that live in his hall, but still. I go down there and I sit in bed all day. I honestly wouldn't be surprised if I had a fucking bed sore lol. I feel so unhealthy when I go there and I shouldn't feel like my health is compromised to see my boyfriend. Now, he's living there in the summer and has 2 full years after that!!!
4) I want school to be over SOOO bad. I have done almost all of my work really early so that the end of my semester would go well and I'm so glad for that. I only have one project left which I have a good chunk done on it. I cannot live in that room with her anymore!! I hate going back to my room and being afraid that she will yell at me for something. That is why I left home!! If I wanted to be berated every minute, I would've not payed $2000 and would've stayed at home with my dad as my suit mate. Thank you, bitch, for ruining my time and money. You should not be allowed to have any contact with human beings because you obviously cannot handle it.
5) Despite this, I am really still the person who is happy almost all of the time. I am going to be an RA next semester, I applied for all the scholarships I qualified for, and I applied to be a student ambassador (although I did not get it). I am doing everything that I should be doing and it makes me feel really good! I will apply again for student ambassador and I will find out in early May about the scholarships...I think I will get some!
6) What should I do in the summer? I know that I can have a job at the math lab but the problem is that I would have to take a class that would cost me $150. I would like to take the class but I dunno. I am having my surgery on June 11th so I would have to miss a week at the lab but other than that, I could work the whole summer. I might have to miss the first week, however, I dunno. I am applying to work at a summer camp with Ashley but I dont want the job unless I work with Ashley and I could work at the camp and the mathlab at the same time.
Okay, so you probably didn't read my rant(s) but that's okay. I might just make all the entries private since they will all probably be long like this and I don't know how to make a cut. I do, actually, feel better after this. I have class in 35 minutes which is enough time to just chill so..I guess that's good.
Friday, I am going to sing a song with TMO. I know that I would be cool with singing with them and I think the show will be fun but I don't want to sing the song they want me to sing. I'm not sure what song I do want to sing but I know that I don't really want to sing Bully. Oh well, I am going anyway.
8 days of classes left!!!
1) Orange people gross me out. How can they think they look good? They are giving themselves cancer AND they are orange. The two things don't even work separately and since they go together, that makes orange people twice as stupid.
2) My roomate is a crazy biotch. I will stand by this even though we are getting along right now. The reason things started going downhill was because she thought I liked her and so she decided to be cold to me. She said that she was frieked out about the person things that I told her so soon into meeting her yet I only advertised the big picture and SHE asked about details. And then she advertised her own stuff that was pretty personal.
In out "showdown" she brought up that I told her personal things so soon and it frieked her out and I had to remind her that she asked me to tell her and she told me stuff of her own. Now, she looked confused and was like...What did I tell you? And I told her all the things that she told me that I remembered and she was in shock (She is crazy though.) She said that she got frieked out because I told her that me getting along with her has made my first experience away at school a good one. I was telling her that as a compliment but she took that as me telling her that I was her best friend which frieked her out. OBVIOUSLY, if I had wanted to be her best friend, I would ask to hang out with her, right? Nope I never did because I thought she was toleratable, not a best friend. So, from this, she decided that she needed to be cold towards me and to do this, she would simply not respond to me when I would walk into the room and say hellp.
First of all, even if I didn't like her, I would say hello anyway and I would expect a "hello" back because that's what SANE PEOPLE DO!!!!!!!!!!! That's kinda just the beginning. She does this with everyone. She thinks that people are getting to close to her and pushes them away because...it scares her..? To have friends is something that she utterly cannot handle. Now this is coming from the person who calls me immature because I have a bad memory. At this point, I am thinking that she is lucky to have a me as a roomate. NO ONE ELSE COULD STAND HER!! She told me that she roomed with a best friend (I thought she didn't allow herself to have them though..?) and they didn't speak for four months and she didn't know why. HOW COULD YOU DO THAT? I think that that shows utter insanity. Now this is coming from the girl who told me that she felt like she was living with a toddler because she always has to tell me what to do. THAT IS EXACTLY MY POINT. Bitch always thinks she has to tell me what to do! It is my goddamn room too!
See this rant should have happened pre-confrontation but the fact is, I am simply not over this and never will be. She thinks she can go back to being friendly with everything fine and IT MAKES ME SICK!!!!
3) I am sick of going to the city. Why the hell did my boyfriend of 2 years have to move to New York fucking City. I am not a city person. I can't live in a 7 x 9 room that is utterly digusting and probably unsanity for a weekend. It makes me so lazy. All I do is eat and IT IS REPULSIVE!! Now, granted I love the people that live in his hall, but still. I go down there and I sit in bed all day. I honestly wouldn't be surprised if I had a fucking bed sore lol. I feel so unhealthy when I go there and I shouldn't feel like my health is compromised to see my boyfriend. Now, he's living there in the summer and has 2 full years after that!!!
4) I want school to be over SOOO bad. I have done almost all of my work really early so that the end of my semester would go well and I'm so glad for that. I only have one project left which I have a good chunk done on it. I cannot live in that room with her anymore!! I hate going back to my room and being afraid that she will yell at me for something. That is why I left home!! If I wanted to be berated every minute, I would've not payed $2000 and would've stayed at home with my dad as my suit mate. Thank you, bitch, for ruining my time and money. You should not be allowed to have any contact with human beings because you obviously cannot handle it.
5) Despite this, I am really still the person who is happy almost all of the time. I am going to be an RA next semester, I applied for all the scholarships I qualified for, and I applied to be a student ambassador (although I did not get it). I am doing everything that I should be doing and it makes me feel really good! I will apply again for student ambassador and I will find out in early May about the scholarships...I think I will get some!
6) What should I do in the summer? I know that I can have a job at the math lab but the problem is that I would have to take a class that would cost me $150. I would like to take the class but I dunno. I am having my surgery on June 11th so I would have to miss a week at the lab but other than that, I could work the whole summer. I might have to miss the first week, however, I dunno. I am applying to work at a summer camp with Ashley but I dont want the job unless I work with Ashley and I could work at the camp and the mathlab at the same time.
Okay, so you probably didn't read my rant(s) but that's okay. I might just make all the entries private since they will all probably be long like this and I don't know how to make a cut. I do, actually, feel better after this. I have class in 35 minutes which is enough time to just chill so..I guess that's good.
Friday, I am going to sing a song with TMO. I know that I would be cool with singing with them and I think the show will be fun but I don't want to sing the song they want me to sing. I'm not sure what song I do want to sing but I know that I don't really want to sing Bully. Oh well, I am going anyway.
8 days of classes left!!!