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why did you have to come into my life out of no where? i'm waiting. i was doing just fine thinking about you from time to time. now your all that fills my mind. why do you love someone else? it hurts me. why have i waited? why do i still wait? it's love. and maybe it's easier for you because you have someone else. but i'm just waiting. i remember old times. how lucky i was to call you mine. i remember that look that you gave me. the way your heart beat was so fast. and i loved every minute. and i cried after we made love. you took my breath away. the first person ever in my life to send chills down my spine, even with a simple "hello". and i'm waiting. if this isn't love, then why do i think of you each night? wish to wake up next to you, "good morning honey, sleep well". i love you darlin'. such a beautiful sound. and i'm waiting. i imagine you kissing me good-bye like it's the last time, and it makes my day until i see you again. thinking of you makes it hard to function. why aren't i, yours? i'm waiting. i picture you with her. and it's not the same. so i'll wait. but one day. waiting is going to fade. and i may still love you. but a person can only wait so long dear. but i'll wait for now.