May 24, 2006 23:45
my my my. i cannot complain one bit. things are pretty good. i'm proud of myself. 9 pounds lighter...and counting. only bad habit now is smoking. i just started though so it shouldn't be hard to quit one bit. heh. nicky and i are going to hang out when i get to NC i am totally excited. he asked if i could stay over his house. like my dad would ever allow that! but if i do, man, that'll be a blast because nick is so amazing out-going and fun. i adore that part of him. furthermore, it was the girls birthday. we celebrated early. i hope she liked her presents. heh. 17. aw. my little girl is all grown up! it feels like it eh? i am also totally stoked about warped tour. i'm really into bouncing souls and social d. both are playing at warped. hopefully ours! but i'm there either way. senses fail is playing. gee whiz. i'm exstatic. if that's even the word.
ekk. i'm in love with the subway boy. but who knows how old he is. all i know is he makes me laugh. and he makes me smile when i see him and that's a nice feeling. to be welcomed with a smile like it's nothing. and to feel like someone is happy and not just faking it. or doesn't have any crazy issues. granted, i don't even know the kid, but everytime i see him, even if it is just to make my sandwhich, he makes me happy. and for those few moments life seems different in a different light. like it's nice to know that people like that exsist. you know, the kind that are constantly happy (appear happy) and make jokes and make others' days. its sweet. i love it.
i'm addicted to water guys. help?
i'm outy