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i think the boy and i are over. it makes me sad. we went from seeing eachother everyday, to like nothing. i don't understand him at all. one second it's like he can't get enough of me, and the next he's had enough of me. sunday passed. i didn't hear from him. monday passed, i didn't hear from him. tuesday is here and i was still waiting for some type of phone call, message, something? so i texted him. nothing i wanted to hear. he supposively still likes me. he does not act like it at all. and it's starting to piss me off. at first it was cool, cause at least we saw eachother everyday, but now he like doesn't give a shit. but then again it was spring break and he had more time on his hands, i guess i forget that minor detail. but it's like, i need someone that's going to give me attention. a phone call every once and awhile. a text message even. hang out with me more? something? i don't know. i think were done. i don't want us to be done cause i like having him as a friend. he's been honest. and truthful. but if that's how it's got to be, then so be it, right? when will i find a good boy? when will i find more happiness then i already have? when will it be real? a boy not on coke. a boy who loves me. whose everything i'm not. but is somewhat like me. when? please. someone answer me. cause i give up.
*so i still want to murder him
*i said it's over
*drama at work. fucking awesome.
[i love them anyways. except for the cunt]