[mood|
anxious]
[music| Sweet Home Alabama//Lynrd Skynrd ]
Ok, so I'm pissed off at Ingrid. And she's pissed at me. And it's all stupid.
We had soft plans tonight. Meaning, she called me yesterday and told me her boyfriend was doing something tonight and did I wanna hang out? I told her sure. She said ok, she'd just have to see what her boyfriend was up to first.
Which was fine. Because I didn't think I'd see The Boy tonight. He just came back from a family thing in the next county and I figured he'd be tired. But he wants to hang out with me and his sister. Which will be loads of fun.
Ingrid called me earlier and said she'd like to come over when she was done with John. Around 9ish. The Boy wanted me to come over around 8. And I'm seeing Ingrid on Tuesday night, and I won't be seeing The Boy again until next weekend, so I figure she won't be mad. She did, after all, keep saying she had to see what her boyfriend was up to.
So, now she's all pissed at me because she feels like I'm dumping her for a guy when we made these plans yesterday. So, what was I gonna do? Just sit here while you found out that your boyfriend didn't have anything to do? It's not like it hasn't happened before. And I told her that on the phone and she got super-defensive, saying she's never canceled on me like this. Bull.
She's my best friend and she won't cut me any slack. Maybe I did screw up, but I'm really new at this juggling The Boy and the Friends thing. I just need some slack. Let me know you're unhappy, but don't yell at me and say how mad you are. 'Cause you've canceled on me many a time. It's not fair.
But I hate arguing with her. So I'll wait for her to call me on Tuesday (if she decides she still wants to watch Nip/Tuck with me, it's entirely possible she'll decide she won't want to) and when she comes over I'll just tell her I'm sorry. And to cut me some slack, I'm trying. Let's hope she does.
I love her so much, but she can infuriate me more than anybody else.