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[mood| 
confused]
[music| Savin' Me//Nickleback ]
Brother's friend is fixing my laptop! Oh, happy days. And virtually for free, too. See, he's starting at my college in the fall. And he's taking several classes that I already have. And guess who needs textbooks? So, I'll be giving him my old textbooks in exchange for him cleaning out my computer. I'd say that's prettty fair, especially seeing as how I pay very little for my textbooks; gotta love the internet.
Ok, here's the scoop. His family is out of town, so I went over last night armed with pizza. Ended up staying a while, but I knew that was gonna happen. And we had a talk. And it didn't end up doing much, except that we'll be re-evaluating our relationship in a couple of weeks once school starts.
But we did talk about how he's had some issues with past girlfriends, and how he's not ready to commit officially until school starts and we see what our schedules are like. Apparently, his last girlfriend had a problem with him working so much and going to school; felt like he wasn't making enough time for her.
Now, I'm not really like that. As it is, I've just been seeing him on the weekends, and talking to him on the phone or via AIM during the week. And that's been suiting me just fine. And I told him that I'm quite independent and that I have my own stuff going on. And he says that's what he likes about me.
And he wanted to say that this wasn't just 'summer fun' to him. I told him that I'm not really into the whole 'fling' thing, anyway. And he would like a relationship, he just wants to wait until school starts to officially have one. And he wasn't sure what I wanted, because I've never said anything.
Now, I'm not too big on verbal communication. I usually crack a joke and he pretty much gets what I'm saying. But I really avoided saying anything about what we have going on, because I don't want to pressure him or nag him or push him into something if he really doesn't want it. And I told him that. So he asked me what I wanted.
"You." I guess I'm a bit more of a sap than I like to admit. But he liked that answer.
So we're just dating. We'll see what happens. But I think me and him really want to have an 'official' relationship once we get settled into school. I know he's not seeing any other girls, and I'm not seeing any other boys, so we're good.
And we'll leave it at that. We're just having fun, taking it one day at a time. That's more than I can ask for right now. I'm really just trying to enjoy it. Let's not think about it too much, ya know? So, yeah. It's all good in the hood, baby.
confused]
[music| Savin' Me//Nickleback ]
Brother's friend is fixing my laptop! Oh, happy days. And virtually for free, too. See, he's starting at my college in the fall. And he's taking several classes that I already have. And guess who needs textbooks? So, I'll be giving him my old textbooks in exchange for him cleaning out my computer. I'd say that's prettty fair, especially seeing as how I pay very little for my textbooks; gotta love the internet.
Ok, here's the scoop. His family is out of town, so I went over last night armed with pizza. Ended up staying a while, but I knew that was gonna happen. And we had a talk. And it didn't end up doing much, except that we'll be re-evaluating our relationship in a couple of weeks once school starts.
But we did talk about how he's had some issues with past girlfriends, and how he's not ready to commit officially until school starts and we see what our schedules are like. Apparently, his last girlfriend had a problem with him working so much and going to school; felt like he wasn't making enough time for her.
Now, I'm not really like that. As it is, I've just been seeing him on the weekends, and talking to him on the phone or via AIM during the week. And that's been suiting me just fine. And I told him that I'm quite independent and that I have my own stuff going on. And he says that's what he likes about me.
And he wanted to say that this wasn't just 'summer fun' to him. I told him that I'm not really into the whole 'fling' thing, anyway. And he would like a relationship, he just wants to wait until school starts to officially have one. And he wasn't sure what I wanted, because I've never said anything.
Now, I'm not too big on verbal communication. I usually crack a joke and he pretty much gets what I'm saying. But I really avoided saying anything about what we have going on, because I don't want to pressure him or nag him or push him into something if he really doesn't want it. And I told him that. So he asked me what I wanted.
"You." I guess I'm a bit more of a sap than I like to admit. But he liked that answer.
So we're just dating. We'll see what happens. But I think me and him really want to have an 'official' relationship once we get settled into school. I know he's not seeing any other girls, and I'm not seeing any other boys, so we're good.
And we'll leave it at that. We're just having fun, taking it one day at a time. That's more than I can ask for right now. I'm really just trying to enjoy it. Let's not think about it too much, ya know? So, yeah. It's all good in the hood, baby.