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annoyed]
[music| Sexy Back//Justin Timberlake ]
Don't feel like you have to read this next little bit. I just wanted to vent a little bit.
I'm kind of pissed at one of my friends. I saw her mom at my work yesterday and we stopped to say hi and chat. Her mom is really nice (my friend is not so nice to her, but that's besides the point).
And she called me up today. Now, I've been feeling bad because I've hardly talked to her this summer. We've played phone tag a bit and kept wanting to hang out, but it didn't happen. And yes, she lives right around the corner, but we both work. A lot. And she's with her boyfriend a fair amount of the time.
So I told her I've been hanging out with this guy and I kept meaning to call her and tell her about it, but she didn't seem too happy. She told me to stop being shady and call her next week so we could try and hang out. I just...I don't know. I got a weird vibe. I just haven't really felt like talking to her this summer. I see her so much during the school year, it's not even funny. I give her rides back and forth whenever we have the same sort of schedule and shit like that. I guess I kind of just wanted a break. But now I'm feeling guilty. And I feel like she put me on the spot on the phone, so I started rambling or whatever. And I went "I'm the whitest girl ever. How can I be shady? I'm hangin' out with a nice Jewish boy. Shady ain't in the cards." And we lauged. And she goes, "He's Jewish?" I go, "Yeah. As long as he don't ask me to convert it's all good." I was joking around, 'cause she was making me feel uncomfortable. I don't know, she just pissed me off a little bit.
And she asked me if he was cute, and I go, "Well, I don't know. He's not like drop-dead gorgeous or anything," and she jumps in, "Oh, you don't like him!" And I was trying to tell her that I do, that he's cute to me, and his personality is outstanding and hes' this great guy. But yeah.
I'm really not in the mood to go to work tonight. My throat is killing me and I'm so tired. I would call in sick, but today is the last day that two of my friends are working before they leave for college. So I'm just going to talk to them, not to do any actual work. Not sure if I'll get away with it, though.
I just feel like I've been tripping over my own words a lot the past couple of days. Things aren't coming out the way I want them to, they mean something different to different people, I'm afraid of opening my mouth so that I don't offend anybody. I think it's nearing that time of the month. I always think too much about what I say around now.
That would suck so much if I got my period next week. I have off of work next week for vacation, and the family is going to try and get to the city for a couple of days. And The Boy's (the boy I've been hanging out with) whole family is out of town next week, so he'll be having the house to himself. I'm planning on going over and keeping him company, since he asked so nicely. ;)
annoyed]
[music| Sexy Back//Justin Timberlake ]
Don't feel like you have to read this next little bit. I just wanted to vent a little bit.
I'm kind of pissed at one of my friends. I saw her mom at my work yesterday and we stopped to say hi and chat. Her mom is really nice (my friend is not so nice to her, but that's besides the point).
And she called me up today. Now, I've been feeling bad because I've hardly talked to her this summer. We've played phone tag a bit and kept wanting to hang out, but it didn't happen. And yes, she lives right around the corner, but we both work. A lot. And she's with her boyfriend a fair amount of the time.
So I told her I've been hanging out with this guy and I kept meaning to call her and tell her about it, but she didn't seem too happy. She told me to stop being shady and call her next week so we could try and hang out. I just...I don't know. I got a weird vibe. I just haven't really felt like talking to her this summer. I see her so much during the school year, it's not even funny. I give her rides back and forth whenever we have the same sort of schedule and shit like that. I guess I kind of just wanted a break. But now I'm feeling guilty. And I feel like she put me on the spot on the phone, so I started rambling or whatever. And I went "I'm the whitest girl ever. How can I be shady? I'm hangin' out with a nice Jewish boy. Shady ain't in the cards." And we lauged. And she goes, "He's Jewish?" I go, "Yeah. As long as he don't ask me to convert it's all good." I was joking around, 'cause she was making me feel uncomfortable. I don't know, she just pissed me off a little bit.
And she asked me if he was cute, and I go, "Well, I don't know. He's not like drop-dead gorgeous or anything," and she jumps in, "Oh, you don't like him!" And I was trying to tell her that I do, that he's cute to me, and his personality is outstanding and hes' this great guy. But yeah.
I'm really not in the mood to go to work tonight. My throat is killing me and I'm so tired. I would call in sick, but today is the last day that two of my friends are working before they leave for college. So I'm just going to talk to them, not to do any actual work. Not sure if I'll get away with it, though.
I just feel like I've been tripping over my own words a lot the past couple of days. Things aren't coming out the way I want them to, they mean something different to different people, I'm afraid of opening my mouth so that I don't offend anybody. I think it's nearing that time of the month. I always think too much about what I say around now.
That would suck so much if I got my period next week. I have off of work next week for vacation, and the family is going to try and get to the city for a couple of days. And The Boy's (the boy I've been hanging out with) whole family is out of town next week, so he'll be having the house to himself. I'm planning on going over and keeping him company, since he asked so nicely. ;)