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[mood| 
exhausted]
[music| Confessions of a Broken Heart//Lindsay Lohan ]
I went to a cousin's communion last Sunday. Ugh. It was just...stressful. Which I really didn't need. I drove there with my brothers, which was fine. I ended up driving my 2 favorite cousins home, because my Uncle was really sick; he ended up leaving after only being there for 1/2 an hour. My cousin, Dani, is only six months younger than me, but she hadn't driven there.
And my father sat at our table. Through. The. Entire. Thing. Just to make it seem like he was taking an interest in his family. It was all for appearence, so he that he would look good to his family. And he just completely ignored me. I'm not sure what's worse - him berating and yelling at me, or him completely ignoring me like I don't exist in his perfect world.
I had so much fun with Jackie on Saturday. She is one of the few people I can totally be my bitchy self around. She brings it out in me! I just...don't fear any judgement from her. She doesn't care what I say or don't say or how I say it. She just accepts it. I don't have to think so much. And we just get carried away. We can just stand there and talk for hours and not even realize it. And re-hash the same things over, but in a new and funny way, so we don't realize that either. I wish we could hang out more; too bad her boyfriend is so fucking clingy. Just wait 'till we turn 21! Us girls will be hittin' the bars, yo!
I'm almost done with school. I just have to take my math final on Monday, and my last US History class on Tuesday. I found out my math final is cumulative, too. As if it's not bad enough I'm barely passing this class, he has to make it that much worse.
My grandmother is over. Tomorrow is Mother's Day, obviously. I think we're just going to sit around the house and chill. 'Cause going out is gonna be expensive. My Godfather is supposed to stop by, but I feel like he should be here for the whole day - it's his mother! But, whatever. It'll be nice to see him anyway.
And...that's it. I've still got most of my hair, which is a good sign. I just really want this semester to end. Right now.
I'm off to go eat a peach. Because I just read a fanfic the other day, where the Doctor (Who) was eating a peach, all sexy-like. And now I have a craving. Good thing my mother bought some today. ;)
exhausted]
[music| Confessions of a Broken Heart//Lindsay Lohan ]
I went to a cousin's communion last Sunday. Ugh. It was just...stressful. Which I really didn't need. I drove there with my brothers, which was fine. I ended up driving my 2 favorite cousins home, because my Uncle was really sick; he ended up leaving after only being there for 1/2 an hour. My cousin, Dani, is only six months younger than me, but she hadn't driven there.
And my father sat at our table. Through. The. Entire. Thing. Just to make it seem like he was taking an interest in his family. It was all for appearence, so he that he would look good to his family. And he just completely ignored me. I'm not sure what's worse - him berating and yelling at me, or him completely ignoring me like I don't exist in his perfect world.
I had so much fun with Jackie on Saturday. She is one of the few people I can totally be my bitchy self around. She brings it out in me! I just...don't fear any judgement from her. She doesn't care what I say or don't say or how I say it. She just accepts it. I don't have to think so much. And we just get carried away. We can just stand there and talk for hours and not even realize it. And re-hash the same things over, but in a new and funny way, so we don't realize that either. I wish we could hang out more; too bad her boyfriend is so fucking clingy. Just wait 'till we turn 21! Us girls will be hittin' the bars, yo!
I'm almost done with school. I just have to take my math final on Monday, and my last US History class on Tuesday. I found out my math final is cumulative, too. As if it's not bad enough I'm barely passing this class, he has to make it that much worse.
My grandmother is over. Tomorrow is Mother's Day, obviously. I think we're just going to sit around the house and chill. 'Cause going out is gonna be expensive. My Godfather is supposed to stop by, but I feel like he should be here for the whole day - it's his mother! But, whatever. It'll be nice to see him anyway.
And...that's it. I've still got most of my hair, which is a good sign. I just really want this semester to end. Right now.
I'm off to go eat a peach. Because I just read a fanfic the other day, where the Doctor (Who) was eating a peach, all sexy-like. And now I have a craving. Good thing my mother bought some today. ;)