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Ok, It is venting time for Sid. It seems as if everyone else is doing it. First off, relationships are the most horrible misleading and draining things I have ever experienced. It's starting to just seem completely pointless unless I wanted to feel bad. I mean I spent well over a month wasting my time on someone who was eventually just waiting to dump my ass. I did things I can't take back now and I feel like a dumbass for not listening to everyone else. I have to stop being naive and just realize people aren't who they seem to be. I just don't see how someone can give you so much and then in one day take it all away while they continue on and your stuck moving no where. Then to make it even worse they lie about why they are leaving you. Now tell me if this makes sense. Someone says to you "It wasn't you I just don't have time for a boyfriend right now" and then in less than 2 weeks they are already finding other people. I mean you've hurt me enough the least you could do is tell me the truth. I swear I have never in my life regretted anything, never. Unfortunately this is going on the list I honestly wish I would have never met the person and life would have been much easier. I wish there was at least a lesson I could find from this but I already knew to stay away from bitches. Luckily I have the really good friends who help me in times like these and reluctantly don't give me the "I told you so". Which I do appreciate. I don't know where I would be without em'. Sorry If you wasted your time reading this just thought you guys would enjoy a entry every now n then. Peace