...the fog is rising. ~Last words of Emily Dickinson~
so how come it is that everyone else thinks of thoughtfull things to say, and i just talk about everything under the sun? oh well who cares, its me! so tomorrow morning, we are leaving for College Station!!!!!!!!!! talk about its going to be so much fun!!!!!!!!!!! im so excited!!!!!!!!!!!! lol im such a dork. but it will be fun theres gonna be some really cute Calallen boys there! hehehehe *sly grin* but hey we will have fun, so i think im still way in love with eli, and its killing me literally. Ive seen him more often now, and it just makes me so sad, that he doesnt call, doesnt talk, or show any sign of emotion towards me, but yet with nicole, their best buds. Why cant i be her? its just not fair!!!!!!!!!! i sound like a little kid again. Saddly i think im really in love, or at least its pretty damn close.....