Jan 31, 2005 18:15
ok well I think I'm gonna give up on JJ. because he tells me that he might give me a chance but tells olivia that we'd be better off as friends. He tells everyone something different. Well today on the bus Lauren texted him and it said "hey JJ, do you like gabby?" we waited for a few minutes. He finally responded this "No. I like you." He's serious he called her and told her. He likes my BEST FRIEND. She doesn't even care that it hurts my feelings. She told B.C what J.J said and B.C said he was gonna beat J.J's ass. but I know B.C he won't do it. anyway... I don't know what I'm gonna do. I really liked J.J. I guess I gotta move on unless for some reason he changes his mind and asks me out. but I doubt he will. :( so I'm movin' on once again. Everyone has tried to hook us up, 5,676,234,357 people have asked him if he like me. I know that was probably getting on his nerves. I knew it was getting on my nerves because I knew what he was gonna say... no. Which really breaks my heart because I really like him. Maybe i could make myself prettier like some of these other girls that always have boyfriends, who are popular, who never get rude comments, who are in tight groups all the time. but I don't know what to do to make myself that wayy. any suggestions on how to do that?!?
lovee.