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Tonight was tons of fun! I love hanging out with those guys....I walk in and I guess I looked upset and they are automatically like oh what is wrong! They are so super sweet. Even when they went looking through my pics they never bugged me about the whole crosses things! THANK YOU GUYS!! I love each and every one of you! Anywhoo....I was reading everyones ljs and they all talk about how senior year is so close. And it is now starting to hit me...I really don't want to be seniors. I mean I do. But once senior year starts everything I have grown so used to will begin to change. I hate that this is our last summer together...I know some guys won't leave and some will come back. But it will never be the same. I so want to rewind the world back just so I could relive life...innocent and naive! I used to dream of growing up and moving away...being out on my own! and now that it is so close...I am terrified!! I am so worried about going somewhere where no one knows me. We talked about that in short stories all week. About leaving and starting over and it hit me that this will be happening to me in a matter of a little over a year. But like Amanda said I am going to embrace life that I am living now and worry about all of that later!! Another change of subject...my confusion is starting to get better! I hate this god awful feeling! Yeah it was so funny I talked to Dustin for ten minutes about cartoons! He is one guy I never have to worry about an awkard silence!! lol....Okay I am on such an awesome high I believe I am going to go to sleep and dream sweet dreams!! lol
Good night everyone
<3, me
Good night everyone
<3, me