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Nov 29, 2012 18:23

So, he keeps tabs on me by reading my live journal. Why does he care?  He cheated and then tried to blame ME. Oh, sorry I was grieving and went through some serious depression. Half of which he cost me because of how he treated me.  He doesn't feel I have a right to grieve over Mark.  Sorry, I will always feel responsible for him taking his own life.  
  He blames me for my family hating him saying it is things I have told them. WELL ASK THEM, DAVID. They hate you because of things they have witnessed you do, personally!
  I have multiple health issues but yet he doesn't care. He used to say he was so pissed at Mark because Mark didn't show he cared about my health but he is worse than Mark ever was. Yes, I did say Mark was more of a man than he will ever be. Mark may have killed himself but he did NOT run everytime we didn't agree on something.  He told me that I don't treat him equal because I won't let him control me. Since when is being my equal mean I have to let you conrol me??  Sorry, I don't let people control me. 
 He says that I show I am lazy because I won't cut coupons to save money. Well, why should I buy newspapers I don't normally buy just for coupons. I will be spending in papers what I have saved in coupons. He feels I should travel to 5 different stores to get "what's on sale."  Yet he will spend extra money to go to Target.  Why should I bother cutting coupons to save money and go to different stores to save money, but yet HE won't go to stores to save money. What sense does that make?
  I asked him. He just said so what if I want to shop at Target and spend extra money??  I told him I don't judge him or put him down for wanting to go to a store less crowded but he DOES judge me because I don't. He will put me down for it. His ex wife would cut coupons well that is not ME!  
   Both his ex wives left him for a reason. HE is the problem but blames everyone else. I know I have made mistakes and I admit to mine but he has made none in his eyes.  He was diagnosed by a  psychiatrist as having "superiority complex" for a reason. He thinks he is superior. He hides it until he has you in his claws now. 
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