Feb 23, 2009 03:31
About 2 months ago now I went to the ER because I knew my cysts were back. I have always had trouble with ovarian cyst. I knew it had to be a good size because if I let my bladder fill up it would hurt like crazy.
So I go to the ER and tell them about all this pain on my right side. They do an ultrasound. Sure enough. I have a cyst....but to my surprise, it's on my left size. A nice size one too. It is 4 cm. I get pain meds an sent home. I got an appt with my ob/gyn. He wants to wait a month to see if it goes away. I know I had not been to him for awhile (since my daughter was born) but damn....read some notes and know my body doesn't just let cysts go away.
On Friday 13th I go for another ultrasound. I get the results the following Tuesday. I have a hemorrhagic (blood filled) cyst on my right ovary. I ask about the one on my left side. Well....guess what? My left ovary could not be seen trans abdominally or trans vaginally. HOW THE HELL DOES AN OVARY JUST DISAPPEAR?? Personally I think the girl that did the ultrasound just doesn't know what the hell she is doing because she did both of them.
I think the one on my right ovary has been there all along. She is just a fucktard. She is new out of school and hasn't been doing it long. Seems she needs more training. I started my cycle on Friday, which was like 5 or 6 days late. I knew I wasn't pregnant. I haven't had but maybe 2 periods on time in the past 9 months or so. My dr is in surgeries on Friday so I was told if I can't take the pain to go to the ER. I go.....I was given a weaker pain med than what I already had. My period was making the pain worse. So, I tell the nurse...she cames back with ultracet. I can take 3 a day. I have already taken two and can't sleep because of the pain. Tell me....do you think it working at all? I just want to find a gun at this point and shoot my ovary out. I don't care how bad it will hurt. At least I know this way I will be done with it.