Rest in Peace, Kyla Holburn <3.....
Holy fuck...............I just read the article. Ended up skipping out the afternoon, and curled up in bed soon after I got home. Fell asleep, slept until 7:30 or so. Woke up, went downstairs to grab a drink...and that's when I saw the paper.
I can't believe she was just left there to die. How could someone.....I can't...I just...gah. >.< I still remember getting drunk with her, the way she laughed...that strut of hers. Haha..yeah, she had qutie a distinct walk. I remember how she could never hit the ball in baseball with Mr. Stekel, but she'd still laugh about it. Heh..I remember her laugh. God, I haven't even seen her in over a year..but I miss her. It's not fair..she was so fucking young. She was such a great girl..heart of gold. God, it seems like only yesterday..I can still picture what she was wearing, the beer she was holding in her hand, and the cooler I had in mine. Fuck sakes..this is unreal. >.< Rest in Peace....
I may be repeating things other people already said..but I hope whoever did this to her rots in fucking hell. She was just -dumped- there, left to die. God....some people are so fucking sick.
Kept my composure pretty well at school, though I did break down in math somewhat. The morning in the library was pretty bad too..I kept tearing up. Fucking hell. I CANT BELIEVE SHE'S DEAD.
Reading the paper just really...finalized it. Wow.....I hope they get the toxicity reports back. I hope they fucking find out how she died, and if it was homocide...I hope the fucker deals with the consequences. I just hope it wasn't rape. If it was.....gah. I can't fucking stand this.
..whoever did that should get fucking tortured and burned and beaten..then castrated and ass-raped with his own dick.. THEN asphyxiated.
It's 8pm now. I have 8 detentions for skipping, and if I skip again I'm suspended. Again. Only went to 6 classes in the last three days. heh. That's 6 out of 12...50% attendance rate. Not done my summatives, already got zero on two of them. Everything just seems so utterly pointless...and now Kyla's death. Fuck sakes. I just really can't take much right now.....and I just............fuck it. I'm out.