Apr 10, 2006 16:23
some things like these just eat at your mind....
ive known you since before i can remember. we have always been best friends. i dont know what happened but about half a year ago things just started going down hill. i miss how things use to be with us, they are absolutely NOTHING like they used to be...and it sucks. i know some stuff has happened...and i know there have been plenty of times where you have said/ done something that really pissed me off. but i know i said/did some things to, and im admiting it.and i know that some huge things have affected us, but its life and i cant stop those things from happening. at the rate its going now our friendship is going down the toilet. we have been through wayyy too much together to just throw something like that away, so im not gunna let it happen. but i hope your willing to put forth just as much of an effort as me. i just want to forget about all of the crap that has happened over the past 6 months or so and just move on and stop living in the past. if we really are best friends then we need to act like it. but what would make me feel so much better is if you agreed with me. and we both should just except each others lives and not have tention between us when were together. because i feel it now..and i want it gone.
well i turn 16 in 4 months and 26 days. wooopie