The zoo!
Well, I havent heard from Pup yet except when I missed his phone call at megans! One inch from service! Bagh! Oh well... I wait patiently for his phone call like a good little girl, lol. Ive been trying to stay busy to keep my mind off everything. Me and Megan C have gotten to be so close! I love you girl! I dont think theres a day that goes by that I dont talk to her! Shes keeping me sane and its nice to know that theres two people out there who I know are gonna stand by me in my time of need, when I need them most, my two megans! Oh I love them both with all my heart and soul!
Tomorrow Megan C and Rob and her little girl are all going to the zoo and I think Im taking Randy and Reba. Its going to be.. interesting. Rob and Megan are hilarious and adorable together and I just love Hailey to death! She my little sugar! I cant wait to go. This will be Haileys first time to the zoo and Im happy that her Aunt Rachel gets to be the one to take her with her mommy! Woo Hoo! Ok... so i guess I have three girls I love with all my heart!
I think that the idea of his deployment is really starting to sink in. Its like, before it was all talk and something that was just going to happen sometime. Now its real, its happening and Im really scared, for him and myself. I just want him to come back home so hes safe and I know hes ok. I really just want him to hold me and tell me its all going to be ok. But I know that theres going to be a big pot of gold at the end of this rainbow; I just have to wait through the rain. Im ok with that now. All I have to do now is to stop having the nightmares so I can have a good nights sleep and Ill be ok! I just have to trust in god that he will let him walk off that plane when he comes home all in one piece. It took a lot for me to get to know this man, I would hope that God wont take him away before I... we get a chance to see where this goes. I still havent gotten to talk to him about it, but Im a lot more comfortable about it. *Content sigh* Im just gonna keep praying that hes ok and that he wants to come home to me. I trust that god will take care of the both of us!
Well, i have to be up at 8 to get ready for our big day....
Tomorrow Megan C and Rob and her little girl are all going to the zoo and I think Im taking Randy and Reba. Its going to be.. interesting. Rob and Megan are hilarious and adorable together and I just love Hailey to death! She my little sugar! I cant wait to go. This will be Haileys first time to the zoo and Im happy that her Aunt Rachel gets to be the one to take her with her mommy! Woo Hoo! Ok... so i guess I have three girls I love with all my heart!
I think that the idea of his deployment is really starting to sink in. Its like, before it was all talk and something that was just going to happen sometime. Now its real, its happening and Im really scared, for him and myself. I just want him to come back home so hes safe and I know hes ok. I really just want him to hold me and tell me its all going to be ok. But I know that theres going to be a big pot of gold at the end of this rainbow; I just have to wait through the rain. Im ok with that now. All I have to do now is to stop having the nightmares so I can have a good nights sleep and Ill be ok! I just have to trust in god that he will let him walk off that plane when he comes home all in one piece. It took a lot for me to get to know this man, I would hope that God wont take him away before I... we get a chance to see where this goes. I still havent gotten to talk to him about it, but Im a lot more comfortable about it. *Content sigh* Im just gonna keep praying that hes ok and that he wants to come home to me. I trust that god will take care of the both of us!
Well, i have to be up at 8 to get ready for our big day....